the other face of the coin

I live in a place that is beautiful but when i came to AZUSA my mind change!
I remember  when i was in the plane and must exit the plane and the first person that recive was Jeffrey.He give me a hug and i think WOOOU! he is a crazy man, I love he, he give me love without meet me.
I remember the last meeting with olga, she said that how going it to be stay in here but a lot of things didnt be how i think,it was more than i hope. Azusa is very nice,quiet,order and the people very sweety. I want to live in here than in argentina  hahaha :)
All its ok but i have a problem, I CANT STOP TO BUY!!! Its the 6 day in Azusa and bought a lot of things and i havent more money. I want to die because i want to buy more things and if i continue buying more things my mother kill me because she give me a credit card. It is a double-edged sword. I hope to control my impulses.